Do I really love you?

Once I don't think this is a question (Diablo iii Gold). I always tell myself that if I don't love you, why I choose to fall in love with you. But now, I have confused by myself. Maybe because of I have seen some passages. I have used to compare them to my situation. Then I find a hard problem. I begin to ask myself if I really love you or not. Maybe you can't understand what I am talking now. For example, this morning, I want to call him up and ask him to send me to work. But he doesn't want and show his impatient. I look at his face with closed eyes and begin to feel angry. I don't know why. I know it is my fault. It is too early. I shouldn't wake him up and I should have that request of him. But I really feel angry and want to have a quarrel with him. But finally I went out of the house with silence. Every morning I have used to kiss him goodbye. But today, I didn't. I don't know what I am thinking. I just feel angry. Then, I begin to think if I really love him on the work road. It is said that if you really love a person, you will do all you can to love him. You will respect him and trust him. But what I want is all his tolerance. He can't do anything bad to me. I don't know. It is a so boring feeling.