I want to have a new started in life

If life can come back and restarted I will find a boy that is truly love me, and that is too late now (D3 Gold), so in my twenties, I want to have a new start in my life, this years I will find a boyfriend that I love and we can get married, I wil be a perfect girl that I am not sad about others , I will have a happy love, and when I have found someone, that I will do my best to take good care of him, I will cook for him, and we will do many romantic thing in the free time, now I really want to do Is that I want to sit the  Ferris wheel with my lovers, and I will feel so happy. this is my dream in think, can you appear in my life quickly, if you don't, then I will go to somewhere alone that is so far away from our home, I want to get new started, if there is a robot that will know who is my husband I n few years then that sounds so good, I have to quit the internet, because I will reflected that I made many mistakes that is because the QQ, I did so bad in my college entrance exam is also because of this, what should I do , I don't have somewhere to regret, now I aware that many of my boyfriend that we recognize in internet, so I will quit it in a short time.