Eternity is not a distance but a decision

As long as I have made a decision (D3 Gold), I will not feel regret. No matter what you say, I will not. You know my temper. I am strong enough to hold on myself. Although I feel regret, I will also pretend not to care. You want to hold me back. That is impossible. I don't need sympathy. You know. You always know what I need. All I need is your love. But that is also what you can't give me. So, I have nothing to say. Even if I have lost my love, you should let me hold my self-respect. I chose to go to a strange city where is none of your business, where is far away from you. Eternity is not a distance but a decision. I can't pay me all to stay away with you. I am not as great as that. I think I am strong enough. But I feel disappoint day after day. I don't want to have this kind of life anymore. So, just let me go. If you don't love me, don't show me your sympathy. Miracle cans existence. But is will not happening on myself. I don't believe. Although you say I will be your good friends forever. What is the usage? I don't need. You don't want to be that cruel man. So, let me be. After I go, take care of yourself. After I go, forget me. After I go, you can have your own life finally.